TL;DR: LMG gets philosophical...
To be honest, I feel like for actual learning and strategy/skill development, s3 is the only one where true improvements can be made. Where you can say at the end of this prep period that you honestly feel like you are demonstrably
better able to do those problems. This is most certainly the case for me. The first practice exam I did, I got something like 13/42!!
For section 1, it's (largely, though not entirely) not about becoming more skillful at the cognitive processes required, it's about familiarisation and speed. I'm
'better' at doing section 1 questions, not because I'm
'smarter' (as I truly believe is the case with s3), but because I'm more effectively organised. Because I've done enough section 1 drills now where I've totally misread the questions, because I'm more efficient at determining what the useful information in the stem is, because I'm more accurate when looking at graphs designed to be deliberately misleading, or even simply because I'm more well-versed in my own skill-set that I can quickly identify questions that I shouldn't bother wasting time on. A question about ratios? Skip. I can do them, but they take me too long. I know this because I've experienced them. If I finish early (lol), I'll come back, but I'm not wasting three questions worth of time on one.
And, for me,
that's the benefit of section 1 prep. Understanding where your deficits lie and working more efficiently. The flow on effect of this (and of getting better at section 3) is, you free up that most valuable of commodities,
time.
At the end of the day, the majority of people sitting UMAT are intelligent, over-achievers! Give us enough time (3 hours, 6 hours, a day) and we could all get 100th %ile. But ACER don't give us 6 hours or a day, they give us 3 hours because they know time is what's going to separate people out most effectively. Learn to make the best use of your time (either through sheer brilliance, or by recognising your limitations and working more efficiently) and you've unlocked UMAT.
In my opinion!
Last year, having never sat UMAT before, I got 92nd%ile. What separated me from the people who got 96+ and an offer at UTAS?
Time. Or, more importantly, the fact that I ran out of it. I had about 12 questions that I had to simply guess. I didn't even read the text for them. Could I have successfully completed enough of them to get 96+ given a few more minutes? 92nd%ile on 134-12 questions says yes. But I was too slow, so I didn't.
Talking yourself
out of believing in the prep you've devoted time and money to doing is going to undo any positive impact it might have had. You'll become cynical and angry and defeated before you've even set foot inside the exam room doors, and I've spent 8 years at University learning about why that's unhelpful in so many ways! Instead, I'm choosing to go forward through these last (agonisingly slow!) two weeks knowing that I have done everything possible to get myself across my own self-imposed 96+ line. If it happens, yay! If it doesn't, it won't be through lack of bloody trying and I'll be able to move on with the rest of my life knowing that I gave it everything and, at the end of the day, I just wasn't quite good enough.
And not being 'good enough' when you're fighting to be among the top 4% of people who are already likely around the top 10% of academic achievers is nothing to be too devastated about, to be honest! It's a ridiculously high bar, and if I fall just short, then so be it.
I've spent many years giving myself 'outs', just in case I screw something up. I was sick or I was tired or I didn't study or the exam material wasn't what we were told to expect... it's a common, understandable self-protection tactic that is usually fabricated but that I tell myself so fervently even I start to believe it. Basically, it wasn't my fault.
But if I'm going to give Medicine entry a go, and if I'm going to prepare myself for not getting there
and being able to move on in the aftermath (whether to grad entry or to something else entirely)... I need to draw the line and take some responsibility. And maybe that's easy to say at My Age (
) but, it's only easy to say because it's true, and it's a lesson I've learned the hard way, over and over again.
So, CLUBUMAT, my lovelies,
let's do this! And let's do it with a smile on our faces and the knowledge that we've given ourselves the best shot, no matter how infuriating the process has been. If nothing else, I've not only made some freaking awesome friends for life, Medicine or no Medicine, but I can now also add two shapes together in several different ways to come up with a third!