You have done that exam (what...is that an exam?) ...Not a test for intelligence or mental acumen and definitely not to ascertain the "Inherent qualities" needed to become a doctor. It's a sham and a lottery and simply a culling process AND if you succeed congrats and you are just one step away from spending close to $0.5m in 4 y 8 m. If you don't, never despair...you are not second to those that "passed" and those previous batches before 2017 who went and still in Bond that were never tested on this and "don't they have these inherent qualities?"...they surely do and each and every good student who has the drive, motivation and enthusiasm will acquire those skills through the program.
It's the order of the day and you need to ride the wave or drown but you would still be alive and come out on top in the future. There are ample opportunities to become a medical doctor if that's what the apple of your eye. You just need to be brave and take the right decision and at the right time. You are ready to spend that life savings, so definitely you can take the right decision if the coin flips not in your favour now.
I know of three candidates, who after struggling through UMAT and GAMSAT for several times, (still very good students with great HSC ATAR), did not want to pursue Bond for $$$, went to Ireland and one in the 3rd year and the other two in the first year. They have all finished B.Med Sc from UNSW but took the decision now to join in the graduate program of Medicine although slightly delayed. So, when there is a will there is a way. I was fortunate to get a pleasing score in the UKCAT and took a similar decision early at 17 and went to the UK. So, did not attend the interview at Bond again for $$$. I am still younger than many of you, so please pardon me if there is anything wrong that I uttered. Can't wait to graduate ( hopefully) at 22 with a Med Degree. Good morning from across the miles! Good luck everyone.